~ How? ~

Someone tell me what it's all about,
Because I'd really like to know.
These ins and outs and ill-defined doubts,
So tell me where is it that the truth
Won't go?
Which way is out?
Through?
"The only way out is through."
But the looking glass shattered
A long time ago.
So how do I get back again
To where I was, and what I knew
Before life's mirror cracked for good,
Before I met my downfall...you.
"Time heals all wounds" they tell me.
"Replace him with someone new."
"Distract yourself with someone else."
But then I'd be a user, too. :(
So if someone has the answer,
I'd really, really like to know.
How do you fight yourself and win?
How do you fall out of love
And let him go?

~ C.L.R. ~ © 2007